HongKaii

2009-08-18T20:46:00.004+08:00

I'm sitting here wondering if things will ever be the same
Will i always get that feeling whenever i hear your name
I don't know what to do I've made things such a mess
Maybe i should have kept quiet i should never have confessed

I know I made a mistake, I should have kept things inside
But you hurt me too much, for me to just hide
I know I ruined things, but you caused me pain
So I tried my best to do the same

I just want you to know that if you want me I'll be there
I just want you to know that I still care
Even if its a promise to take a break
I dont fucking care.

-Posted by hongkai this time-

2009-07-11T03:22:00.001+08:00

Im
So
Hurt.

HONGKAI IS LAZY TO BLOG AGAIN! SO I COPIED AND PASTED FROM MY BLOG! :D

2009-06-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

Caught Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen with Baby, Nicholas and Uncle at Cine yesterday evening. The show was about 2.5 hours long, and it was kinda draggy. I fell asleep during the middle part when the Autobots were fighting or something. Idk. LOL.
OPTIMUS PRIME DIEDDDDDDDDDDDD! But was revived in the end by some 'pixie-dust'. LOL!

Overall rating for Transformers 2: 2.5/5 stars
Reason: Draggy, kinda lame and nothing great about robots fighting and destroying Earth. LOL!

But still, if you're an avid fan of such shows, think this'll be a nice choice la. :D

2009-06-27T01:22:00.001+08:00

Happy Third, Baby ! :DWe're supposed to go to Henderson Waves today, but we're too late again uhuh !So we made a last minute decision to go to Sentosa for our picnic.Going to Sentosa at closing time is really fun and romantic ohs ! :DHehs! We got lost uhuhs. :X As usual la uhuh ! :D

Like machiam tourist eh ! :DDHEH! Sat the SkyRide and I got a shock out of my life can ! T.T

Yet I wanna sit it again ! :DDDDDDDBut most of all, I really enjoyed my day with Baby!

♥

2009-06-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

Hello. I'm updating on behalf of HongKai AGAIN!

This person is really going to leave his blog rotting. Cos he claims that he has NO TIME to blog.

Hohohoho!

Oh well. Baby has recently cut his hair. And he's complaining that he wants his old hair back.

Nevermind, it'll grow! :D

This silly boy is still on the line with me at this freaking hour and refuses to sleeeeeeeeeeep !

Shall yell at him to go to bed later. :D

I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRIDAY !!!!!!

LOVES!

2009-05-27T21:44:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm bored.
Entertain me. :D
I'm lazy to update. Lol.

I love Baby!!!

2009-05-15T23:28:00.009+08:00

RED N YELLOW IS IN LOVE.

2009-05-10T22:13:00.002+08:00

Clarararararara is here to help HongKai update his blog .
That lazy ass is so unwilling to update it, so I've to do so for him again.
Everyday all he does is laze around in bed and tickle me. :x
ow here he is calling for his personal bolster - MEMEMEMEMEMEME!

Hohoho. Shall annoy him to do a proper update himself ONE DAY .
:D

Till then, oyasumi! :D

LAZY BUM BUM HAS UPDATED!

2009-04-30T19:22:00.004+08:00

This lazy bum bum is unwilling to update himself, so I have to do the job for him. :X
这个大猪头非常的懒惰，什么事情都不想做。
整天只会睡觉。 =.=!!

2009-04-24T20:50:00.002+08:00

I'm requested to help this ~~sissy~~ SEXY boyfriend of mine update his blog.
So I shall be nice and do so. :D

Hehehehehe. :D

Sorry for the tak-glam pictures. :D

Hohoho! ~~Sissy~~ Hongkai is love. :D

2009-04-17T03:02:00.003+08:00

Lookin at u was a choice
Talkin to u was a choice
Hangin out with u was a choice
Carin for u was a choice
Ticklin u was a choice
Kissin u was a choice
Huggin u was a choice
Textin u was a choice

But.. falling in love with u.. wasnt a choice.

2009-04-12T18:44:00.011+08:00

Who can find a better way of life other den having the love of their life............

And meeting bros to lepak downstairs everytime :D

2009-02-01T01:43:00.003+08:00

SEEEE SHAAAA.

2008-12-13T21:51:00.009+08:00

Hongkai--> Me (Im not emo :])
Daniel----> Porn Professor (Life is meaning less)
Wencui---> BGR professor (Its ok if ur bf or gf is not a Virgin)
Jerald----> Horny Giant (Tarzan is handsome & Tarzan is strong!
.................................Dont make mi cum on ur face)
Ben-------> Old Birdie (Im a Virgin!)
Keith -----> Mamaked craziness (Mamak!)
Kel--------> Emoly Fringed. (Anyting.. Wtf.? Don wan la...)
Bert-------> Talent.. Talents.. Talented.. etc. (GG rawks)
Affi--------> DuaPekGong (Eating 10 bucks worth of sushi)

2008-12-10T19:43:00.004+08:00

Omg. guess wad. smth about my toilet again
i realized dat my toilet is armed with a surround system.
like an amplifier.
n its the toiletbowl!
i played music frm my fone and wen i put it near the toiletbowl got surround sia~! :D
lol.

2008-11-30T22:39:00.003+08:00

Omg. guess wad. i was stucked in the toilet jus now b4 dinner!
so suay rite.
the lock was stucked n i had to unscrew the whole door.
den out i came. :D

sudden feelin of being locked up while i was in the toilet :(
wad if there was a cockroach inside or smth =.=

2008-11-12T01:34:00.002+08:00

I M BACK!
Muahahahaha.
OK im here to tok
abt the fucked up
HotShot endin.

That ***** Jie Er went wif Dong fang cong in the end.

I got nth to say abt this but wtf, the match actually

ended wif a draw! WTF rite, yes i noe its fucked up

Still say every1 is a winner. i noe we won the race in

our mums wombs but in this world theres no such ting.

its jus ur wishful thinkin! smile:D

the end.

BYEBYE.!

2008-09-19T22:49:00.005+08:00

See how slack my job is :D

hahahahaha.

actually more of bored..

Don playplay ar..

Seab smurfs :D

Silence prs.

don pray pray ar.

hahaha mr chua.

don gerek wif the bouncers of O lvls :D
Lol.!

The end.

2008-09-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

LOL jus now tio screen again 1st time is 2 emo one.
2 time 2 cute one.
Chinese police man : ni men zai zhe li zuo shen me? ( wad ur doing here? )
Me: chou yan lor( smoking lor )

lol stupid conversation.
kk now blogging jus afta deafeating the Croach dat was loiterin in my room! YAY. :D
its FLAT. ^^

2008-09-17T00:22:00.008+08:00

I Love................MY JOB!

its fucking cool.

u report arnd 8.30 to 9.

den jus help dem arrange storeroom for less den half an hour n u can slack for the rest of the day!!

COOL rite!!

wahahahaha.

not onli dat u oso get paid 5.80 per hour and get frequent treats like pizzas n ice cream :D yummy!

hehe. was bored n took a pic wif my partners specs ^^

Like loan shark hor?? wahahaha.

Mr Loan shark.

Some other random pics:

Gay couple on a plane :] (shit i got a bad feeling uploadin this pic)

Mi trying to act nice. lol. sayang sayang

[Decided not to upload the last pic due to the recent fucking stupid news LOGOS.]
The End.

2008-09-13T00:28:00.002+08:00

3rd day at work.
wah cldnt wake up in the morning
due to lack of slp caused by slpin at 5.30
zzzz =.=
lol currently being called kai at my workplace so cool rite :D
smth happened to benben n he went to mit his gf while i went to meet sum1else.
lol den went home n slp :D

2008-09-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

Yo smurfs!
2nd day at work!
i tink this job is very nicee :D SEAB runner. lolol.
most of the malay gals n a few malay guys r veri frenly ^^
wahahahaha n the tao is supa gay. gay shits.
I wan my pay :D
lols.

2008-09-09T22:08:00.002+08:00

FEVER!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tao sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei sibei pain.
lols.
zzzz

2008-08-24T21:32:00.002+08:00

LOLS
jus got screened by sum malay policemen.
hahaha so funny
wif ben
still chit chat wif dem
this grp dam gd sia
nvr even ask we got smoke anot or wad
still tok abt wad NSF JC N poly stuff lols
ok this post is so boring

coz got nth beta to do under my hse lolol

still got one more ask mi i listening to bullet vallentine song or wad. zzz
BBYEEBYEEE!

2008-08-24T03:46:00.006+08:00

Found a Cool Poem :D

Half white and half red
Horns and halo on my head
Damned the souls after savior
Burning hell and white flowers
Forever sun and blood showers
I am what both fear
I am darkness and i am clear
My seraph wings my goats head sings
A burning bible in my hand
In white gown in which I stand
Lucifer Christ is my name
For all problems I'm to blame

Wrote an uncool one. XD

I wan a gal
hu plays dota n basketball
but is not a noob
and not better den mi.

I wan a gal
hu is kind n gentle
but i oso like her
non-hyper.

I wan a gal
hu is not fat
but not too skiny
n not more den 165.

I wan a gal hu....
Ah FUCK it i wan a girl

The end.

LOLs btw i jus wrote it out of fun.

im not despo or wadeva.

2008-08-23T01:13:00.004+08:00

Movies ages ago.. :D LOL ^^

Ben acting cute..! hahaha :x

My Godly Bball skills ^^ hahahaha.

Gay TOPLESS poolside party!! LMAO :D

LOL lil cousin singin part of "carlseberg's" advertisement. HAHAHA.

THE END. ^^

2008-08-23T00:42:00.009+08:00

Sum pics of MR. NERDY :D hahaha.

Group fotos ages ago mr nerdysssssss..^^

This...

is...

the...

epic..

foto..

taken..

at..

sentosa...

by class 401...

we love chng! :D HAHAHAHA
.

THE END ^^

2008-08-18T19:38:00.002+08:00

Wah say wan to study this morning 8 oclock.
den 10 oclock wake up den cont slp till 12
den studied til 1 slp again til 2.50 den chiong to sch
Wtf mans gona fail liao
lol im naive...
nvm its over already...
lets move on..! ^^
take supp pprs tgt :D

2008-08-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Wah I feel like an ah pek TODAY!^^
Im trying.
Tasting the life of ahpek wif ben:]
Im still trying.
LOL.:D
Im still trying to study..

2008-08-17T01:40:00.004+08:00

WAD A JOYOUS OCCATION!!!!!!!!!!
OH YES GAN PUA GREAT! im so Fucking happy i got sumting so Fucking great to Fucking announce! ^^
i Fucking broke up ler! yay. :D
Fucking one week onli! :]
Fucking Cool rite im so Fucking happy n so Fucking Overjoyed man!
Im like Fucking jumping over the mooooon. *JUMPS*
Now i can Fucking carry on wif single life! :D
Guan yin ma b by my side! [:

OK KNN wad i wrote above is a fucking LIE!
i Fucking hate liars
i Fucking Hate liars hu r gals even more
i Fucking hate myself for Fucking getting myself into this Fucking trouble
i Fucking hate myself for even Fucking being wif u in the 1st Fucking place
i Fucking hate u and Fucking LEARNT that i sld nvr Fucking trust gals again. NEVER Fucking EVER.!

"u say u love mi n seriously tink we wld last n it wld b a rough patch" Thanks for saying that :]
Bcause i Fucking noe dat its a fucking big Fucking LIE.
i Fucking noe dat coz i Fucking saw ur blog luh so Fucking funny norh. luhs norhs luhs norhs. ZZZZZ n Stop the god damned flirting.

"u said u fell for him coz i din had time for u n we shd remain as close frens"
"u said its ur fault"
"u said u cared n u wana show it"
"u said ur the lousy one"
"u said ur useless"

oh purleeess drop dat fucking mask. im not saying this out of anger im saying this coz im FUCKING happy n delighted Norhs/Luhs.!

KNN ANYW!PLS Dont fucking bother me again.! Don even Norhs n Luhs mi again THANKS!
I will realli b fuckingly delighted by dat.
Don tell mi to go bak n b close frens It will Fucking hurt mi so it will nvr Fucking Happen
Get it? thns for being fucking understanding.
And Congrats-ur-fucking-lations for Fucking dumping such a Fucking lousy guy like me.

But i still haf to Thank You for being so nice n teach mi smth.
Realli Thankyou. ^-^

2008-08-11T01:12:00.007+08:00

LOts of stuff to blog abt. ok but im lazy so short cut bah :D lol

1stly i found my 1 n onli :D

100808 :]

Elbert n ben gaying at mac! NATIONAL DAY WOO!
East Coast Park! ^^

Jerald & ben! OMG wad r they surfing??!!

tiong park
Hardworking Mi :D

under my flat
Stupid drunk uncle ! Block my way!!

KEL n BEN

BADMINTON!!!

Thats all ty haha

2008-07-10T22:36:00.006+08:00

Candid Shots ^^

*Crunch crunch*(hmm... yummy..)

*Oie! wan to fite arh!*( don steal my onion rings :P)

*Look at the sea..*( Gudang Garum rawks. hehe.)

*Snores*(Pls don wake mi up.)

>>>>ThE EnD<<<<

2008-07-01T22:58:00.008+08:00

Lookin like a real business man eh? My future. Hehe.

Went drinking at tiong park ytd n end up havin no time to prepare for EOC exam... =.=
Alrite at least i took sum pics ^^

Wencui.

Ben.

ZhenRen.

Me =]

The End.

2008-06-20T01:46:00.002+08:00

Wah went play bball today wif part of my nyp clique.
n i din moved enuf..
nvm still sweated alot. lol

okay den we play abc but dono y halfway left. hehe
den we go bak my hse wait for mi to bathe.

den go class bbq at east coast
saved 5 bucks for mi n for ben.
ok nx time mus buy more! hehe

okay den afta bbq went home n on e way met a uncle
nb kyp toking to mi lol. zzzz but hes nice so i replied.wait.. change.. wo chai shi the nice one hehe

ok came home n here i m.. so boored dats y blogged.

P.s Sorrie fer wad happened.

2008-06-15T19:25:00.006+08:00

Went East Coast Park this thurs wif Nyp classmates ^^

Hiding under the shade alrdy wen we jus reached.

Malay kid trying to fish us.

Met up n ate at mac b4 cycling. FOOD^^

Cycling.

Windy..!!

and hot...

Results: sunburnt :(

2008-06-04T01:50:00.002+08:00

Trying to look emo.. lollol.
Bored bored bored.

2008-05-30T18:59:00.004+08:00

My 1st pic on my blog.!! wahahahas..

well im back using frenster again..!^^

2008-05-08T00:25:00.001+08:00

I m indeed good in Solo-ing. jus like dota. ^^

2008-05-02T21:57:00.000+08:00

Live Life Lovelessly.

2008-05-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

Life Mooooooooooooooves ON!

2008-04-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

Y do i feel so nice jus being beside u.

2008-04-28T00:36:00.002+08:00

Why r u so cute.

2008-04-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

Club crawl.
tmr is recrutment day.
mi dono join wad =(

2008-04-13T23:53:00.003+08:00

Wah.. so fast.. tmr jiu shi 1st day of sch ler..
nyp...
new sch..
new class..
new classmates..
new frens n life?
mayb bah..

Well... im not actually looking foward to tmr..

Lifes like a fucking piece of jigsaw puzzle..

2008-04-07T00:18:00.002+08:00

I hate the times when I hav time to tink..
I hate thinking about life, about depression, about people..
About how I dont noe if things will ever change..
About the way people treat other people...
Mostly about how am I going to make it through this day...
When I do, put this life of mine on pause, the pain, just streams out of my eyes..
& we'r back into a dark place, I'd rather not visit ever again...
I dont need help...
I dont want to ask...
I jus want peace of mind..
I cant say for sure how Im meant to find my way out..
I just need peace of mind...

2008-03-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

Is she goin the chalet?
shld i go?

She Nvr gets it..

2008-03-25T03:20:00.003+08:00

Haiz i saw sum1 today.... i jitao sian diao...
do everyting oso no mood..

Two tings have marked my life...
U n ur absence...

2008-03-10T01:49:00.003+08:00

Wah ytd went zr hse celeb wencui bday! lolol..^^
had fun playin.. drinking.. n goin c monkeys... =.= lol..
guessed dats all we did rite.. ohh.. n ate mac n breakfast at zr hse..
pple mum so nice buy brkfast fer all of us la...
damit i wanted to see kelvin drunk! grr. lol..

Sumtimes tryin to fix love dosent work.. Go on wif ur FUCKING life.. ^^

2008-03-09T04:19:00.001+08:00

Wah... jus now kena police chck bcoz of "affi"! LOL

lolol now at zr hse play sudodrink..! ^^ lolol

2008-03-08T02:27:00.004+08:00

WOW. BEYOND GODLIKE!! did i jus heard it..? TRIPLE KILL!! oh yea...
haiz so bored..... dota whole day at home.. zzzzzzzz....

Some1 Help Mi...
Sum stuffs r better to b left unsaid..

2008-02-28T22:03:00.005+08:00

Jus found out sum fucking nerds(my frens) effing did a effing stupid ting by tagging childish tots on her blog.. zzzz

yes dey did a effing stupid ting w/o even mi noe-ing... zzz

BUT for the person i oso dono hu say wan settle face to face.. dey r my FRENS afterall..so if u wan settle face to face u can come find mi. at most in the end even ur pe bu cant recognize u onli.

2008-02-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
supa sian....

standing alone again... as always.. n forever..
I noe I hav a heart.. cuz it hurts so much..

2008-02-25T01:46:00.003+08:00

One n two..
it's not so bad...

Three n four..
don't get sad...

Five a six...
it's no big deal...

Seven n eight..
dey're not even real...

Nine n ten..
one more can't hurt...

Eleven n twelve..
ur low as dirt...

Thirteen n fourteen..
it's out of ur reach...

So u make up sum more..
dey're stuck like a leech.....

Now all you can do..
is to tell the real part..

And now all dats left..
is a broken heart...

2008-02-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

Sian... Zzz

2008-02-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Pray...

Meditate...

pray...

Meditate....

its not fucking working...

I cant even run now... zzzz =(

2008-02-17T01:09:00.001+08:00

Oh great wad a effing sian day...

2008-02-14T02:25:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines.! ^^

DO NOT cry on Vday. its badluck! ^^ lolol.. wahahahah

2008-02-13T00:50:00.000+08:00

I realised dat i naturally do Hate sum pple..

Havin mini comas recently ^-^

2008-02-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

Grrr.... FUCK off pls.

2008-02-10T03:10:00.000+08:00

BAH GUA..!! ^^

2008-02-07T03:00:00.000+08:00

Today is the day.
The start of a new year.
The beginning of a new mi.
The hope of a cure.

I never let myself win before.
But I hope it's not too late.
Too late to live in happiness.
To enjoy this 2008.

I will listen beyond my evil voice.
And respect what I really feel.
I will look beyond the false image I see.
And believe in what is real.

I know that I am strong.
Strong enough to make it through.
I will leave my troubled past behind.
For today is the start of something new.

It's the beginning of a new mi.
So I will try to start out fresh.
I will live my life with no regrets.
And savior each and every breath.

2008-02-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

I want my ANG BAOS!!!! hahas. ^^

2008-02-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

Omg.. so fast... im 17 already.. old liao... =(
Lol...

2008-02-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

Shit.. i tink i wld probably b sick soon.. lol..
Went east coast wif 403 pple n resha.. to do wad? Ride bike!!
haha.. n it was a supa supa rainy day...
reach ecp n dono wad to do coz it rained.. so we slacked at mac.. n ben started lookin arnd fer gals.. lol as usual... X= ( pls don wack mi ben im sorry )
alrite... rain finally stopped.. so we went to rent bikes... den wencui said she dono how to ride...
no1 wanted to ride wif her den like wad the hell... so i ask her ride double bike lor... since no1 wanted to ride wif her... zzz
see im NICE =) wahahaha
alrite weather was gd fer the start so we ride all the way to jetty n stopped by fer bert resha wencui n ben to smoke. while mi kel n dan(the guai pple) nvr smoke =)
den continue riding... reached the end of east coast afta a long n tiring time.. lol den stopped at a place to take grp foto..
den sudenly my wencui's bag drop n ym hp HOPPED out! "OUCH" fer my fone.. lol n the ground was wet too.. lol... so sad my fone suffered such a bad injury... nvm... continued wif trip.. at least still can msg.. fer now.. lol dono wad will happen a few days lata..
well den cycled bak to ecp to eat dinner... yay!! was supa hungry la!
Lol.. 1st time sia.. althou i nvr finished my rice again >< haha.
afta dinner started riding bak... den half way the rain suddenly bcame supa heavy!! wah cldnt reached rental shop in time n was drenched! clothes were fully wet la... n hair lyk jus showered! lol den mi n kel started "eating" our fringe.. coz it was wet n long.. zzz
slacked at mac while the smoke again.. lol.. afta walked to bus stop..
resha went off 1st n all of us took 16... lol.. long trip man
they stopped at gr8 world again to go n ton sumwher else... siao la! not tired one meh!!
my legs r alr lyk numb by then alr.. hands oso like breakin.. lol..
alrite went home afta dat.. bus trip cost 1.50$!! wad the hell lol so ex... last tym onli 45cents.. zzz
ok i no im toking fer so much fer the 1st tym lol.. dats cause im bord.. well.. BYE!!

2008-02-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

Onli if i can split into 2 person like ninja...
HAHA.

2008-01-30T00:45:00.000+08:00

YO! im high! high high high
went out today.. buy cny clothes!! in the end onli mi n alex buy.. the rest nvr!! lol..
supa tiring la!!
legs breaking man..!
den went long john at PS to eat... n wen we sit down.. guess wad?? daniel started eating other pple de leftovers!!
den alex see liao oso eat!!
den afta dat ben oso!!!
eeee... disgusting!!! lol...
alrite nth better to do... n luckily nvr ton tonite!!! if not i wont b high n blogging now.. lol

p.s Tonite is the happiest nite ever ^^

2008-01-29T00:23:00.000+08:00

Bored..........

Sitting here...
by myself....
Boredom comes...
to take mi away....

I stare at the ceiling...
as I lay on my bed...
I tink abt life....
n my future...

I pray...
n I read....
My life goes on...
I tink abt u till...

Boredom comes...
to take mi away....

2008-01-27T00:30:00.000+08:00

Tings to do today:

Wake up...

survive....

.......
..........
................
........................
................
..........
.......

Get bak to bed....
^^

2008-01-26T20:23:00.000+08:00

Yea yea...

the sky is gona fall coz of my results.. LOL...

but its a good ting man...

my eng got B3.. 1st time sia.. always fail de la..

i dropped my combined humans n still went fer Os coz i noe go hme oso wonts study..
so i went to play play anyw pay liao wad.. lol
n i got a C5.. yay! lol

my sci frm F9 bcome B3 oso!! siok man!! wahahahahahas..

Tears of joy.. Lol... ^^

2008-01-24T03:20:00.000+08:00

Im boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.................

The time is finally here
To start to let go
Though the pain still remains
Its time fer mi to grow

The tears flow less
But the memories r still there
But i promise u in time
I wont even care

U may haf controlled mi
N tried to make me c
It was onli u & no1 else
N thats the way it had to b

U had chains on my wrists
N chains on my heart
N even though i tried
I could nt brk dem apart

Dey say love is blind
N i noe this to be true
Bcoz i gav so much up
Jus to haf my heart broken..
Results releasing lata..! yay EXCITED..! Wahahahahas

2008-01-23T02:27:00.000+08:00

IM SO SORRY

Sorry is jus a word
It doesn't mean anythin
Sorry is jus a word
Dat comes out of ones mouth
Sorry is jus a word
Made up of random letters
Sorry is jus a word
It doesn't fix wad u've done
Sorry is jus a word
It doesn't mean i'll fergiv n ferget
Sorry is just a word
It doesn't mean anythin at all..!

Ignore this post. its lame.

2008-01-23T00:41:00.000+08:00

Grr....!
So many pple r complainin to mi abt worrying abt this thurs...
n the number of pple r pilin....
i shall say generally once more..
Do Not Worry...!
U pple will get all the A1s u wan..!!

Okay happy now..?

wahahahahahahas. =)

2008-01-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

I love u so much
Wad wld I do without u
U fill my every nid
U soothe my pain
U make mi not care anymore
I haf so much of u n wan more
U grow too much fer mi
But I still crave u
I need u
Pls come to mi
Fill e happiness in my soul
Wad I wld do fer sum chocolate...!

2008-01-19T00:56:00.000+08:00

My eyes r heavy.. my neck is getting stiff...
My mouth is smelly.. so i went to brush my teeth...
Im so tired i wanna go to sleep.. but my bed is to far away indeed...
I try to count sheep.. but i cant count because i fell on my head today...
My computer screen makes my eyes burn.. this chair is making my butt go numb...
I wish i lay in bed while i toss n turn.. man this poem is so dumb...
But Im tired n have nothing else better to do.. so I'm writing to entertain you...
If u happen to come across this poem n do not laugh
If you complain.. i'll fin your cars and tow em... so shut up n laugh( don't know what rhymes with laugh)
So i'll end this poem if i may with a have a nice day...

2008-01-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Life wif an eatin disorder is a life of pain...
Yes, u will eat.. but jus enuff to get by... or jus enuff to show the world that u do eat..
U have to purge right away..
If u do not.. u will fyl like u mus suffer a battle hunger to pay fer wad u have done
Nvr will u be thin enuff... pretty enuff...
Nvr ever will u b enuff...
Many can't understand this way of life...
When ur life is in complete turmoil n u can't seem to get a grip..
Ur mind tells u one ting...
If i can starve myself.. then i am in control...
Issues and chaos r weighing me down...

Haiz sian... im not emo... jus random..

2008-01-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

L - lake of sorrow
O - ocean of tears
V - valley of sadness
E - end of happiness

Which side r u on? Lol...

L - lake of happiness
O -ocean of honey
V - valley of joy
E - end of sad ness

2008-01-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Sick of crying...

Tired of trying...

Yeah I'm smiling...

But inside I'm dying...

I rili dono wad to do.......................

2008-01-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

Its funny how hello is always accompanied wif goodbye

Its funny how rememberin good memories can make you cry

Its funny how forever nvr seems to really last

Its funny how much you'd lose if you forgot your past

Its funny how frens can jus leave you when ur down

Its funny how wen you nid sumone dey r nvr around

Its funny how pple can change n tink dey r so much better

Its funny how many lies can b packed into one love letter

Its funny how pple can forgive even though dey cant forget

Its funny how one nite can contain so much regret

Its funny how crazy n ironic life turns out to be

But the funniest part of all is that none of this seems funny to me...

2008-01-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

Weird tings r happening....! Help...!!!

u can help by voting..
A
or...
B on my tagboard. thanks..

2008-01-03T01:34:00.000+08:00

I got a good feeling.. birds chirping... Roads are busy... everything is wonderful..

I walk down this green.... soft field where the skies are suddenly blue n i see someone..... Its amazing... my wish have finally come true.. i have rejoined him.. brother... The one hu screamed in pain for me... The one hu i valued more den myself...

It was unexpected..

The soft green grass had turned rough n had sunk into the souls of my feet n the sun had turned its back on me.... Wads happening... hes walking away.. Wher is he going... i scream for him... brother.. Then suddenly... a gust of wind blows me further n further away from him.... Im still screaming but this time for anybody...

My throat was refilling over n over again with water n my palms were sweating with anger and confusion... i tilt my head forward for gust of air.... Grab my water.... washed my red face... and fall back asleep...

2008-01-01T23:20:00.000+08:00

Time Passes....
Even when it seems impossible....
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise.....
It passes unevenly.....
In strange lurches and dragging lulls....
But it does even for me...

2007-12-29T01:59:00.000+08:00

Remembering
How you left me
Left me
Forever

Standing at your grave
Reading your name
Over and over again
You aren't coming back

Standing at your grave
Holding a rose
The thorns sticking in my hands
My face covered with tears

I'm standing here
Remembering
The times
You were there
I'm standing here
Reading the date
carved in your grave
carved in my heart
And I remember
That day
As If it was yesterday
I remember what happened
That night

The day
You weren't there
Anymore..

2007-12-28T00:40:00.001+08:00

I try to forget you but everytime i take a breath your the one im thinking of...

i miss u.. tell mi wad to do...

2007-12-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

Nope.. It Rain-ed...

2007-12-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

Issit Doomsday?

2007-12-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

Can sum1 go out wif mi on 26th pls...!

we make our own fate...

2007-12-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

Im gg to bintan tmr.. YAY!

Finally can RELAX!!! woohoo.

Wahhahahahaha!

2007-12-18T15:10:00.000+08:00

I tink im so effin stupid... i shldnt haf told u those stuff... but den i wldnt b able to decide... im so sorry... Haiz

No one other den my bros cld break my heart so far.....

But... i rili rili rili mus say diz....

well done & gd job....

U did it....

2007-12-17T14:27:00.000+08:00

Christmas is Comin! so every1 shld b in their happy mood rite??

=( its all coming too soon.....

2007-12-11T00:58:00.000+08:00

Yes my fever's gone. haha. i tink i passed it to my my cousin... so guilty =X
But den again mayb its not mi wad.. hu noes? haha.
ok.. went vivo to buy x-mas presents again..... lol.
afta dat went tiong again to watch the golden compass.... nt rili v nice la but still okay.. enchanted was beta....

Hus gona get mi my christmas present?? haha.

2007-12-10T02:00:00.000+08:00

Currently waiting fer bleach 152 release.... lol
dam.. trust mi... the rain in e aftanoon was rili irritatin.. made my changed so MANY times
wanted to go out so went to shower.. but it started raining... okay.. sian changed bak to home clothes..
den the rain stopped in half an hour... so decided to go out n get changed again... den it started raining wen i opened the door... ok... change bak.. n it stopped raining in awhile... ok changed quickly n chiong downstairs... guess wad it started to rain again... $%*&^@!! irritatin la... went up again to change bak.. on tvee n watched.. okay the rain now continued fer a few hours... cousin called to mit her at tiong... zzz raining leh... okay heck care liao... took bus down to tiong in home clothes.. lol din felt lyk changin anymore...
lol went orchard n shopped fer cousin's x-mas present.... haha there r 20 to look fer n onli got 4... okay.. got 5.. but 1 more not counted...keke. ate at tiong... again.. went home afta dat... wad a day.. lol... well but tmr's all planned up =) hee...

Sum tings we will nvr 4get... esp the memories given by ur close ones...

2007-12-09T01:47:00.000+08:00

Mi wana say smth..
Treasure those hu treasure u... don tink so much...
onli those hu r close to u now noe u well..
even if u mit new pple... dey wont b as close to those u haf now..
Treasure dem now b4 u lose dem...

Does any1 treasure mi? lol...

2007-12-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

Tired!
went to ton wif 3 pple... giant, skinny n affi... lol...
wad the shldnt haf went..
i will swear i will nvr ton like dat again...
got no more bus n was stuck at boon lay....
boonlay was lyk deserted.... lol so tried 2 c if can get any unlocked bicycles.. hahaha
but din found any....
soooo.... we WALKED from boonlay alll the way to clementi!
dats lyk much more worse den my BB camp wen i walked arnd singapore...=.="
plus it was raining! wad the....
lol.. den reached clementi n found a lormee stall which actually opens at arnd 3?? LOL...
den we went to lan shop n wen we stepped in a 'paikia' lyk greeted mi.. lol
den ask if we wana played dota against dem... hahaha den agree lor play ler win 1 match lose 1... i guessed we lost coz we were sooooooooo tired alr by den...
played fer 2 hrs n its 6plus alr.. took bus bak home.. reach 8 oclock...
slept at 8plus n woke up at 9... went to mit jocey n tisha... shld haf slept longer lar! i tot tisha wld b early this time but haiz.. still the same >.<
lol.. den went to walk at orchard but found nth so went PS n had lunch at yoshinoya... i dono y but had lots of leftovers.. lol... jocey's bowl was the cleanest den tisha abit left.. den i got most left... lol.. went walked arnd den went to bugis... walked arnd den went VIVO.... lol same ting den went to tiong.. wad a interestin place... lol.. shld haf bought wad i wanted at tiong instead of bugis... lol.. *regrets*... okay i noe i went sooo many places in one day....
yay tiong last stop den went home ler... haha slept fer awhile n woke up afta a nightmare.... the end...

I bet tiz is the longest blog ever posted by mi... coz im sooo bored... hahaha

2007-12-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

Okay. damn.
At tiz point of time in my life im feeling very very very guilty...
i rili dono wad the #$%*@?!! to say other den
im rili so very sorry...

p.s Im so sorry...

2007-12-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

im fyling guilty dat i passed my fever to my bro n make him haf rashes all over him.. lol...
okay... well another day at home n tokin to my bed..
i love my bed =) haha

p.s Im so sorry.... realli....

2007-12-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

Wow.. today is a great day! haha. Gladly everyting went smoothly.
i wana get a cat.
can any1 teach mi how to take care of one? lol.

2007-12-01T22:11:00.000+08:00

I was jealous...... y??

2007-11-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

went hospital in e morning... lol don ask y.

bbq...

Cldnt slp since tuesday. y? lol. issit coz of the bbq?

2007-11-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

Woah... sian... whole day at home fer dono how many daes alr....
i rili got nth to blog abt. im jus boreeed...
BBQ comin up this fri.. yay. i'll get to see people. hahaha.

2007-11-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

I miss u....