Monday, May 21, 2007'♥
Aiyo... my mind gona burst liao la... i try to heed my counscellors advice... kyp myself busy... i study,play game,watch tv,eat, etc. but.... i jus fyl dam off la.... if i finished doin everyting n its time fer bed i oso cant slp..... den i wld tink more... den i wld jus get up n study... chinese..... den lata abt 4plus liao dam tired... go bak to bed again.... but still..... flashbacks kyp coming into my mind...... n the more i tink the more it wld continue non-stop den i tink... untill i cry to slp.... sigh.... so many nites liao...... i shall start being not emo.... frm tonite.. mayb i nid slpin pills... lol..jkjk... haiz den how... force my self to slp..... aiya mayb jus don slp la jus study all the way... untill tmr go sch again..... haiz so many nites oni slp 1 hour or halfNhour liaoz.... dats y i fell sick dat day... but still went to school..... yups.... guai rites? haha... sian...(eh wait im not sian) i alrdy said no more emo =) kk shall start bit by bit bah... kk 1st... must slp early..... 12 oclock? haha lol...